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What Awakens?
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A short video to say hello.
This focus is to understand and important subject. What awakens from sleep? The challenge is to begin to see it is not the thing in the Matrix (Joe Smith) that has any sort of awakening. This is the real great shift to begin the process of spiraling inward.
Best wishes with your journey.
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Spiritual Warfare, Apep, Eclipse
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howdiemickoski.locals.com/ Wanted to share my information on how I am viewing the very strange goings on for the April 8 US eclipse. Specifically mentioning Cern and the NASA APEP rockets. I do not think anything physical is going to take place, but there seems to be likelihood of something spiritually messy trying to be put into place. The final 10 minutes of the video are my suggestions for t...
Were the World Fair Photos of Models?
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I put some ideas on a thesis that several of the images that appear of the early world fairs might be of giant dioramas or models. I link to various research for you to consider. Not saying it is true, but the are enough oddities with this to make one examine this question. howdiemickoski.podia.com/blog-fairmodel Another blog post discussed the strange Lay's groundhog day commercial from Februa...
Groundhog Day and blog
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howdiemickoski.podia.com/blog-groundhog I have decided to start writing blog posts to my website on various subjects that I think are interesting. They will be a variety of subjects including reincarnation trap, history, and our insane current reality. The first is a look at the movie Groundhog Day, which some of you know is a movie I liked as a metaphor of the spiritual journey. Yet once I saw...
Three Clues, December 4
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howdiemickoski.locals.com/ A short update video to say hi and pass along three clues I have come acrross in the recent research. One on the Winter Solstice-Christmas, one about the book The Vertical Plane, and the third on the missing chapter in the Corpus Hermeticum. Stay clear and balanced out there. howdiemickoski.com/ My author page if you would like to order my books. www.amazon.com/s?i=st...
Orwell's 1984- New insights
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howdiemickoski.locals.com/ Sharing a few insights into the novel 1984, including the idea that Orwell was not writing as much about the future, as he was about the present Mark's channel to find the G. Carlin discussion ua-cam.com/users/ForeverConsciousResearchChannelvideos My Website howdiemickoski.com/ My author page if you would like to order my books. www.amazon.com/s?i=stripbooks&rh=p_27:H...
Hockey's Origin Unmasked
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My new book Hockey's Origin Unmasked: the hidden hand behind a Native Source is now available. My other channel Howdie Talks Sports will be the main source of information on this book, including the reading of sample chapters and further discussion. www.youtube.com/@howdietalkssports1/videos This book not only digs into the strange aspects of the formation of sports in the late 1800s, but goes ...
Jon Levi and San Francisco- Key Video
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This is an important video. A big find. This research got inspired by the recent video by John Levi (link below) where he thought a small areas of the Muybridge 1878 SF panorama might show buildings of the 1915 World Fair. With help with my community at Locals we managed to find what the location is likely. More importantly was the find of ANOTHER PANORAMA done supposedly in 1873, and when comp...
Spiritual Warfare, august edition
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howdiemickoski.locals.com/ howdiemickoski.com/ Back for my update, and today am discussing the Spiritual Warfare we are experiencing, what it means, and ways staying clear to the focus to exit the cave. I may not have explained the duality part well here though, I will make a new video next week for the locals channel to discuss this topic in more depth. As always, this is a non-monitized video...
The Good Place Analysis, Part 1
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The first part of a several part examination of the insights provided in the television show "The Good Place." Originally posted to locals May 16 Reminder to visit for great information Mark's channel at Forever Conscious Research and Wayne Bush's trickedbythelight.com My website www.egyptian-wisdom-revealed.com/ My author page if you would like to order my books. www.amazon.com/s?i=stripbooks&...
Columbian Exposition 1893 odd photographs
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Back to have a short presentation on World Fair photographs, from the 1893 Columbia Exposition. I show some possible oddities in the photos. I wanted to thank a poster on my locals channel to pointing me in the direction to looking at some of these photos more deeply. More videos will be coming in the next few weeks, as well as interview links from the past month. Since this is not an Exit the ...
How much do we create this reality?
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An important topic that I feel the spiritual community gets incorrect- how much do we "create" reality? I take this discussion into the ideals of holograms as well as what is time compared to space. My website www.egyptian-wisdom-revealed.com/ My author page if you would like to order my books. www.amazon.com/s?i=stripbooks&rh=p_27:Howdie Mickoski&s=relevancerank&text=Howdie Mickoski&ref=dp_byl...
Conversation with Norio
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Lots of free conversations and interviews can be found on my locals channel. All you have to do is sign up as a member. Here is a clip from my conversation with Norio Kushi where he discusses overcoming seeing life as a lie, his work on his life recapitulation, memory wipes, grief and much more. Cheers howdiemickoski.locals.com/
Whose Fault is all the trauma?
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I am back from a presenting engagement at the Better Way Conference in Bath, England. First time doing something like that, and it was a learning experience, especially to figure out how to present an Exit the Cave idea in less than 10 minutes. But one piece I thought I should have included was on the subject of trauma, especially our early traumas. we come to the belief that we must have done ...
Changes
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Thought I should post a video to explain more the reasons behind my feeling it was time to make a few changes Exit the Cave community howdiemickoski.locals.com/ My website www.egyptian-wisdom-revealed.com/ My author page if you would like to order my books. www.amazon.com/s?i=stripbooks&rh=p_27:Howdie Mickoski&s=relevancerank&text=Howdie Mickoski&ref=dp_byline_sr_book_1
Westworld cancelled and musings
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Westworld cancelled and musings
Exit the Cave- Chapter 3 part 1
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Exit the Cave- Chapter 3 part 1
Innerstanding
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Innerstanding
Exit the Cave- Chapter 5 and 6
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Exit the Cave- Chapter 5 and 6
Many are gaining clarity
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Many are gaining clarity
Exit the Cave, Chapt 2, part 2
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Exit the Cave, Chapt 2, part 2
Conversation with Bart Marshall and Norio Kushi- Reloaded
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Conversation with Bart Marshall and Norio Kushi- Reloaded
Exit the Cave, Chapter 2 part 1
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Exit the Cave, Chapter 2 part 1
Exit the Cave chapter 1
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Exit the Cave chapter 1
February Update
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February Update
Traps of the soul trap
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Traps of the soul trap
Memory Wipe and Labyrinths
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Memory Wipe and Labyrinths
Ancient Apocalypse Series
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Ancient Apocalypse Series
Possible Soul Vehicles (PSV), from npc comments
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Possible Soul Vehicles (PSV), from npc comments
2023, NPC's and The Good Place
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2023, NPC's and The Good Place

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  • @user-nwnATG
    @user-nwnATG 22 години тому

    I think it interesting they made the movie Back to the future set in in 1984

  • @freedomzvision
    @freedomzvision 23 години тому

    I honestly thought that you were on Vancouver Island ! Norway is as beautiful as is V.I. BC. This is the first time hearing you speak. Blown away. True from you is my experience.

  • @HYDR8D
    @HYDR8D День тому

    Thoughts on eating raw meat?

  • @jamesstaggs4160
    @jamesstaggs4160 День тому

    I sure hope plant life doesn't have a divine spark that gives them awareness. If they do I'm gonna feel like a real jerk everytime I mow the lawn. Oh and the torment wild animals experience is all the evidence I need for the creator of this place being a sadist.

  • @jamesstaggs4160
    @jamesstaggs4160 День тому

    I'm wondering exactly how you can use a unit of measurement to date something's age when that unit didn't even exist yet, such as the age of the universe in years, which didn't become a thing until way later.

  • @xmanrgil6
    @xmanrgil6 2 дні тому

    What my instincts tell me inside my heart these are all man-made people are ignorant they don't want to see it just like the vaccine nothing's wrong with you why do you need one? I think we're living in hell and you got to watch out for the devil he's all around us you drop your guard it's bye-bye you got to have eyes to see and brings to think

  • @prayuprey5887
    @prayuprey5887 3 дні тому

    Agreed we find ourselves within a total mind war. And like seeing a new colour for the very first time, an original but covered by conditioned/cultural/egoic spark of original awareness is within our heart centres, our heart mind. Practice….imagine a ladder with its top rung within your head centre and bottom rung at the heart centre, gently walk your awareness down each rung until the last one, with full awareness in this here and now-surrender, jump off the ladder into your heart centre.Practice without controlling (it will make sense) a warmth from nowhere will in time meet you halfway which will turn to light. A new partnership is born. Unfortunately the negative awarenesses have encircled this centre in everyone from the etheric level via astral, so a horrible stage of anger/fear will have to be gone through. We will not leave you here..

  • @ic184
    @ic184 3 дні тому

    I love your work Howdie. As journey through this life and try to understand our purpose like all I begin to see things more clearly. I agree with a lot of your teachings. I see things a little different . We live in a dualistic reality I agree. Our physical human host body wants to stay in the negative. Meaning it’s attracted to doing lies living in fear. It’s stamped in our dna. It’s stamped in animals dna. It’s the system we are in. Based on lies and fear which go hand and hand. When we leave these dying decaying suits and ascend to the next level we instantly become singulistic. Not knowing fear or earth based emotion. So we have that singulistic nature of oneness. When some say they have life reviews I can say I’m not a believer in that. I’m very skeptical about a lot of these ndes. I will listen to ones story and five years later tell the same story but it’s different. For some reason I can remember what they said prior to saying it again. I do that with my clients and call them out all the time about various things they did 10 years ago and they forgot and then remember. So maybe this is a testing ground and the ones say a murderer in the city dies and he never woke his angelic soul up and will be recycled back to this realm over and over. And the ones who are truly seeking truth and are doing the right thing in this cesspool will go to the next level. I believe there are levels. 9 levels to get back home completely to the Divine Father. I love how you clarify that we really don’t know. I agree Because we really don’t. Peace and love to you.

  • @japhethcabrera4460
    @japhethcabrera4460 4 дні тому

    they are true christians but most writing today are just fabrication to accuse them, i think. Since all their writing were burned and destroyed. They were persecuted for Jesus, just like how Jesus was accused as false by the Religious Pharisees in His time. Those who live godly life and follow Jesus will be persecuted and it is written. Thank you for your video

  • @japhethcabrera4460
    @japhethcabrera4460 4 дні тому

    i think cathars are christians and most writings about them as dualist sect are untrue, since all their writings and works are destroyed, there's no proof about what they truly believe. Most of the documents available are i think just accusations about them and nothing are true and neither they can defend themselves. All I know those who truly follow Jesus will be persecuted and killed and those killers think they offer a worship to God by doing so. Most of the stories about them circulating i think are a fabrication and giving them a bad character, when in truth their genuine believers of Jesus.

  • @surfrescue3232
    @surfrescue3232 4 дні тому

    Maybe they shouldn’t have used PebbleTex to reinforce it 😂. Great to see Obama there , should have taken Michelle and we’d have 3 big phonies .

  • @surfrescue3232
    @surfrescue3232 4 дні тому

    Same as how they discovered Hitler’s skull from his grave was tested and found not to be his .

  • @DobermannKeeper
    @DobermannKeeper 6 днів тому

    These days I'm reading a blog in regard of the Hyperborean Wisdom and there teaching about free the Spirit. Howard what are your insights so far about the Hyperborean Wisdom also maybe in relation to the Cathars. Looking forward to your new book, daniëlle.

  • @bajapickleball1052
    @bajapickleball1052 6 днів тому

    This is high level content.

  • @maudyneophytou3184
    @maudyneophytou3184 6 днів тому

    Just an thought on the name Cathars from a Greek perspective: καθαρά ( cathara) means clean or clean origins. The word κάθαρμα (catharma) means bastard and in particular 'of a thing no longer in its purest form'.

    • @howdiemickoskitalks
      @howdiemickoskitalks 6 днів тому

      I rarely respond to YT comments, but what you shared here is very important, and might tell us the real reason this group was called as they were. Thanks

  • @Astroteolog
    @Astroteolog 7 днів тому

    the Boat on the Island called "The Black Rock" ... if im not mistaken is another clue ....and the underwater station in which Charlie sacrifices himself to give a message to the woman who is the daughter of the tycoon . YOU are so right they packed 70% of truth and 30% of lies ...somewhere in that range , and the Dharma initiative might be a real thing going on as we speak in Antartica ..just like every government is a experiment like the 💉 pLan.demic and the whole pharma industry ...with the artificial food ..they might be on a mission to make our children , grandchildren "different" in a sense of what the human body can adopt to .

  • @yasmincandy7926
    @yasmincandy7926 7 днів тому

    3:45 3:49 19:23 21:58 34:28 38:38 40:09

  • @corbentaylor7825
    @corbentaylor7825 7 днів тому

    Interesting ideas. There is folklore in Ireland supposedly implying Christianity began there and moved East as well.

  • @jamesstaggs4160
    @jamesstaggs4160 9 днів тому

    Sure our eyes only pick up a small part of the light spectrum but that allows us to see almost everything we can interact with as a human. We're not bumping into things because we can't see them. If you somehow made a pair of eyes for a human that can't access the normal "visible light spectrum" but instead wavelengths of light which can pass through "solid" objects they'd be functionally blind. However they can still interact with everything that visible light bounces off of. There's multiple ways to interact with physical objects without sight which tells me that those are the important things. There's not a ton of stuff that we could see if our eyes were more sensitive to all wavelengths of light but the vast majority can be seen ny normal eyes. Just because we can't see certain wavelengths of light doesn't mean that there's some hidden world of objects and beings that we could interact with were we able to pick up all wavelengths. That being said what I typed above doesn't disprove the idea either. I do tend towards thinking there's far more to all of this than we're able to perceive but other beings can and they absue that ability. I just don't think light is the area we should be looking at to be able to see or interact with the hidden world and beings. This is 100 percent speculation but I think the correct avenue is analogous to tuning into different radio stations. I have zero ideas on how to do it but what I imagine is that, just like a radio if you tune into one reality then the other is gone from your perspective. You could possibly be in two at once, again like picking up two different radio stations at the same time, but you'd be seeing mostly a garbled mess. Supposedly "dark matter" which doesn't interact with light at all, makes up the vast majority of the universe. That points to the possibility of different "dimensions" with their own "stuff" existing all around us but we can't interact with it as far as we know. If you tuned into one of these dimensions all the planets, stars and galaxies in this place would become "dark matter" there. Again, all speculation but I'd like to believe in an ability like intuition that pretty much hands you ideas and knowledge directly to your noggin, so maybe that's how I'm coming up with this and how we all access knowledge that's a bit "out there".

  • @ic184
    @ic184 9 днів тому

    Great book!!! Great teaching. Thanks Howdie you make the most sense out of any one out there.

  • @beyondmatrix999
    @beyondmatrix999 9 днів тому

    ua-cam.com/video/96eCx9_Q8ME/v-deo.html

  • @neithealebor
    @neithealebor 11 днів тому

    '' Attention experiment : distorted faces '' Watch and see how your brain creates the reality you think is real. See how it "makes up reality" on its own, like an artificial intelligence. It's like a computer program. Who knows how this feature is manipulated? Watch and think about what you can come up with on this topic.

  • @balajisubramanian9372
    @balajisubramanian9372 11 днів тому

    If existence is eternal shouldn't all possibilites be exhausted by now..unless the concept of repetition is added to the mix...then there can be no end Paradox reflects paradox in endless regression

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    They're like, "Where the did this "R" come from?" 𐀀𐀏 They are pointing at a thorny issue. Also, it's completely strange of you to note an imagined five pointed star when an equilateral triangle is right there... You need to wake up to the real signs.

  • @kaij1744
    @kaij1744 13 днів тому

    Thank you for this video brother i my self stumbled upon the reincarnation trap and the archons and demiurges roles a couple years back and it resonated and made me see beyond my 3D world. And you are putting it together very nicely. We must learn all we can before departing this life time. Its very possible. But not easy, a good point to bring up is apparently there is a membrane or a ring pass not that will try prevent us from being able to leave, lets make this our goal in this life time. To help each other get back home to source 🙂🙏

  • @ic184
    @ic184 13 днів тому

    Why it became so popular is because it makes the most sense.

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    See the bindings (krk) at the Krak des Chevaliers.

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    lol I can see you circling the Truth. it's pretty funny. Strange how close you can be to the Truth and still not see the whole point. You didn't look at the carvings (Would you get it if I give you a Carving of a Hare emerging from a CAVE [see the etymology of the Hebrew word for cave, which is found in Sumerian, which you can find as the HUR of HURSAG] at the Reaping with a Hereb/Machairon of the Crocus by Hermes who stands on the Head of Crom Cruach?) on the "Devil's Armchair"?? An Equilateral Triangle, a cross in a circle, something like a Kerukeion/Caduceus, and an Omega. It's evidence of early Christian worship in the region. The Vesica Piscis and the Mandorla are the continuation of the pillar capital symbols of the Second and First Temples. It doesn't really have anything to do with Pisces in reality. It's apocalyptic imagery. It's the Christian attempt at the concealment of the Crocus. I have a lot of evidence from the material culture for this. Sauniere set it back at the center of the cross.

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    He's saying that the Truth of the place is terrible. If you truly understood it, you would be terrified. A tympanum is a qwrwq. The clasped fingers are a binding, a krk. There are bindings (krk) everywhere.

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    GLL root is Apocalyptic as well. Jan 17, 9 days after My January 8th birth, which is the next date on which Christmas will be celebrated by the Coptics. Twenty days after I was born, the Challenger exploded. I was born on 28 Tevet.

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    I was born as a comet and its coma was setting due West on the 33rd parallel. Don't forget to find the word the Akkadians used for the coma of a comet and the point of a triangle. The stars are winking at you.

  • @Azupiru
    @Azupiru 13 днів тому

    Hey, I cracked (lol) some of the code about this crag (such as the Grykkes, where another Saint set his Temple nearly 1500 years earlier, St. Cronan. Note the Equilateral Triangles there that have been destroyed to block up the East facing door... it's bizarre if you don't understand the equilaterals, which I'll show you in a second at Rennes le-Chateau) topped by the Church of Mary Magdalene (see also the Magdala Altar for the source of the relevance of the equilateral triangles and seal of Solomon, which are reflected in the pillar capitals of the city of David and the Second Temple, and on various metalware of the Ancient Near East, from the ancient Phoenicians to the ancient Persians, see the Gazelle Cup). I'm only 3:47 in, and I had no idea that this area was so volatile. You will understand why when you see what's going on. The secret is always on display in plain sight at these places. That's the sort of Language Game in the Christian tradition for those who have the eyes to understand the signs. Consider, for example, the Chapel of the Derision at the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, where a a PILLAR is displayed, and upon this pillar the "Tree of Life" was set and Crowned with Akanthe. The Corinthian Order is the concealment of the Tree of Life of previous orders by the Acanthus. The Corinthian Order predates the time of Jesus by centuries. The piece displays the Greek word for Thorns above a Corinthian pillar, with the volutes of the foundational proto-Aeolic Order that stood at the City of David (yeah, that's where this all goes when you really understand it), but when you consider the contemporaneous Ancient Near Eastern depictions of the Tree of Life on the same metalware I referred to above, you see the source of the Capital volutes. This is Civilization shattering. It's no wonder Sauniere was showered with whatever he wanted. He discovered the secret before its time. What is the Secret? Look at the center of the Crosses at the Church of Mary Magdalene. It's right there. It's the Saffron Crocus, a major crop of the Phoenicians and the Semitic people from the time of Akkad. The Sumerians called Saffron Azubir, which is in fact the etymon of Saffron. The signs that refer to Azubir are a homograph for another important sign, HURSAG, "Mountain." In Ugaritic, HURSAG became hršn, the Mountain abode of El. There's a lot more, but it's the Apocalypse. It's the Sign of Jonah. It's the only sign of the Eschaton. My Mother is a Cronan. Cronan is from croch, cognate to Crocus, cognate to: Hebrew Karkom, Akkadian Kurkanu, and ultimately from: Sumerian Kurgirin, literally "Mountain/East/Goose Flower." My Father is an Ephraimite Joseph, and his Mother is Maronite. I bring the Peshitta. Ezekiel ate a karka d-sapra from the Hand of God. My Berber Hamsa has horns that imply Equilaterals, and more obvious representations of the six-petaled rosette. These are Rolls of Scrolls and Volumes of Books on Fortresses (Krak des Chevaliers, and note the art of the binding krk. see the Comprehensive Aramaic Lexicon) I circled with Good News Millennia ago. See the various sibilant-plosive-r (s/ts/z - b/p - r) roots in "A Concise Dictionary of Akkadian." Go look at the vaulted ceiling of Rosslyn chapel. That's the growth cycle of the Crocus. The Heavens roll up like Saffron. It's a big language game.

  • @indigentghoul5411
    @indigentghoul5411 15 днів тому

    Has anyone ever told you that you bear a passing resemblemce to Christoph from the Truman show?

  • @bladerunner_77
    @bladerunner_77 16 днів тому

    The A.I. awakens. The simulation became self aware… and you realize at some point, that you and every individual is a part of this world projection, part of god. Part of the one. The source, the creator.

  • @MzClementine
    @MzClementine 16 днів тому

    Oh you have just given me heavy duty chills. So my brother just had a baby. I got the message. It's my mom. I thought how in the world can I still communicate with my mother if my mother has just been born? Spirit said to me. You're not getting how big the soul is. Only a small part of her is born. And then I heard. Your brother has the opportunity to treat this child as if he wanted to be treated. I said but that ain't happening. That isn't happening at all.. that poor child is going to suffer. There is no way that I want to be born back into this family. I was the apron strings of this family. I had two ndes by the time I was 14 months old. My second one they shoved me back into my body. I was begging them please don't send me back to her. Impossible to stay with a woman that is abusing an infant. How can I stay alive..? They didn't care. They said you can do it.. you're strong enough I said are you sure about that this is the second time she's killed me... Set my husband a couple months ago. I feel like we are on the energetic path line of my grandfather his wife and his sister and her life. I literally live in the same town that my grandfather's sister moved to.. I actually drove my grandparents to this place only by memory. My grandfather drove. But I told my grandmother hey deja vu. I know where we're going I know the way. My grandfather let me say where to turn and where to go. I took them right to my grandfather's sisters front door. My brother and I are fighting right now. He's being a narcissistic meanie. Extremely rude to me over Christmas holidays. My health is not doing well. Basically I have carried my brother and my mother and I'm done. I'm so done with these people. And I'm done with this carmatic action. I'm done. No one is learning. And what should I just gray wall and bend over backwards to these narcissistic drug taking people? NO ... And am I having to live a carmatic life or something bad I've done. Man 99% of people immediately think negative. They don't even realize that negative thought actually hinders the person that they were thinking of. You don't have to know them. You don't have to speak it out. But as soon as you think negative of them. You injure them. The only thing I can do is uplift my sister-in-law and my brother in love and light and let go. I want nothing to do with these people. I want nothing to do with this earthly plane.. I've been called out of my body many times. My teacher yeshua hamashia Michael. He's been with me since I've been five.. we injured this place it was once so beautiful. It was once so open and so connected. What they are trying to do is stimulate what we used to have naturally. Don't you see why they are trying to synthesize anything and everything? Something has hijacked us. And you're absolutely right. 100%. It is putting us through an abusive loop. Fingers crossed are you going to drop out of a hole that isn't going to abuse you? Are you going to drop out of a hole that isn't going to vaccinate you? And no way will I accept the abuses that happened to me. Happened to me because I was a bad person in my past. Get out of here. If that were the case you wouldn't wipe our memories. But I remember.my last life, our world we could study anything. You could go anywhere. It was a beautiful wonderful world. They stole the trains they stole hydroelectric. They stole cymatic energy. They stole Crystal technology. They stole everything and hid it behind their higher echelon colleges. Trickling information out allowing you to study just to.. study a fractal bit. Imagine all information being open to your fingertips. We do not create today. We don't create at all. And those that do are put in their place. When found the old technology. I'm done I am so done. When I was accepted into University in second grade. Professor found me crying in the French room. He thought that I had spoken french. I laughed and said no I was not so lucky to be born in a bilingual family. English and bad English is all I know. He said why so sad. The door opens.. Two grown men spouting off baseball facts. I said do you hear that?one guy bedding $550 on one fact. I said do you think those men had their fingertips to cross any information that is held from them. Such as everything in a library higher University you have to fill out a form to get that little piece of info and that's all you will get.. How do I know what I want to study if my fingers have not even crossed the titles to intrigue the mind? Why is it that these men are filling their brains with frivolous facts that have no weight or merit on our daily lives.. He asked what do you mean? I said what about nuclear power. How do you remove the radioactive isotopes from the steam. We have commercials stating that the steam is pure water. I beg to differ. Why is it that whenever we have leaks at the plant it is known as a toxin yet because it is just steam you think the distillation of that is going to remove a radioactive isotope do you realize how small that is..? Why is our information hidden from us. Our world would not be as bad as it is if all information was open. The day that the nuclear power accident happened.. that professor found me... He spent the whole afternoon with me. All I did was cry. And b**** and moan, that this was obvious. That this was going to happen and it was all a test.. You can't convince me that this isn't hell. I'm living in f****** hell

  • @lanctermann7261
    @lanctermann7261 16 днів тому

    This was a really extraordinary discussion. Well done, both of you.

  • @irinaclaussen7940
    @irinaclaussen7940 16 днів тому

    I am so glad for have found you 🤗

  • @irinaclaussen7940
    @irinaclaussen7940 16 днів тому

    Do you have knowledge of Anu-Amaron?..

  • @irinaclaussen7940
    @irinaclaussen7940 16 днів тому

    Looks like Norway. What fjord is this? 😊

  • @JamieCrain5349
    @JamieCrain5349 17 днів тому

    Watching now🥰 thank you for sharing🤗

  • @Fay-io7jn
    @Fay-io7jn 17 днів тому

    I appreciate you and you have helped me to work on this matrix and reason on the past choices I made (or maybe not) that have affected me.

  • @KristinKStar
    @KristinKStar 18 днів тому

    Thank you for posting. I found you today from listening to Shungite Reality podcast. Walt Silva mentioned you. It is the May 7 episode with Bianca Ruehlig

  • @davesgreatescapes
    @davesgreatescapes 18 днів тому

    This book sounds suspiciously like The Trap by David Icke. The concepts, the words, most everything he says is identical! Who copied who? It seems unusual that two books should be so similar. Hmm 🤔

  • @ic184
    @ic184 19 днів тому

    What if the moon is the portal we go through after our body dies since the moon attracts. It’s magnetic sort of speak.we are electromagnetic In the Astro plane And the light is the sun and many go into it and puts you back into the human host system. By choice which many will be deceived. Recycle over and over again. And the ones who refuses to go into the light are retrieved back to Father (Divine Source ) then we exit Platos cave , hell , Satan’s kingdom etc.whatever you want to call it.

  • @transformationclass5054
    @transformationclass5054 21 день тому

    I ised to think I mattered. Once I got my evo in check, I realized I am not anything. That's the freeing part.

  • @transformationclass5054
    @transformationclass5054 21 день тому

    There's nothing to stand up to, Howdie. There's no result. There's only being true to the self one day at a time. Without expectations.

  • @paranormalplantations
    @paranormalplantations 21 день тому

    Seems like a reset of civilization in the 1800s. Or a cover up of the "founding" of these cities.

  • @heidiaguilar1257
    @heidiaguilar1257 21 день тому

    Thanks for the profound insights. The only way, I have found, is to go within.

  • @ic184
    @ic184 21 день тому

    This all connects to the movie Matrix. AI is running everything I see it as Satan , evil force , demiurge , whatever you want to call it. It for sure. Is not done out of Love and Compassion.